Ironically, I feel happier when things are simple, and life only revolves around track and studies.
FUCK, I know I said this many many times already, but I couldn’t help it. I really miss those days.
Things are getting fucking distracting and suffocating in Junior College.
All the BGR things, all the hardcore workload, all the shit stuff from a CCA that I don’t even like.
Sometimes I just feel like jumping down from my block and end all my misery, I wonder who will even miss me if I really did that. Am I significant to anyone at all other than my family members? Do I even have true friends that truly cares about me? I really want to know the answer.
But thinking about it again, it’ll be damn dumb if I really did jump -.-
A true hero faces his obstacles and overcomes it, and not avoid it.
I’m gonna face up to these troubles and persevere on, like how I did during Teo’s trainings.
I can do it. And to YOU, I love you.
